I feel like since my blogging hiatus, my life has gone crazy and to hell. Ugh. Sometimes I wonder where the "real me" has gone. I was (relatively) carefree, satisfied with myself, and confident in my abilities. Now I constantly find myself worrying, feeling inadequate, and wondering if I am incompetent.
Is this the feeling of true humility? Feeling good at nothing? I used to be totally ok with being non-social, and I still am, but for some reason it bothers me more, like I should be more social.
I don't know. and I'm still sad over the grading that U of T gives :( I'm just glad that I'll have a break from Bloomberg for 2 months as of next Tuesday afternoon.
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